Chapter 8
The next two years were the happiest of my life.
Our two families wove together seamlessly, like we’d always been one.
Lily, Zoe, and Chloe were inseparable.
They did everything together. Sleepovers every weekend. Robotics competitions. School projects. They even started their own little neighborhood detective club, solving “mysteries” like who stole the last cookie from the cookie jar (it was always Jax).
Noah and Jax were partners in crime.
They built forts out of every couch cushion in the house, covered the backyard in mud pies, snuck cookies before dinner, blamed each other, then hugged and made up five minutes later.
They called each other “brother.” No “step.” No “sort of.” Just brother.
Emma moved in with us eighteen months after we started dating.
Her old house was too small for five kids. Ours was big, had the yard, had the memories.
We turned the guest room into a room for the twins. The basement playroom into a giant fort/robotics lab/dinosaur museum.
Marnie moved into a smaller place down the street, said she loved us but she needed her own space and a quiet bathroom that no one was using as a dinosaur habitat. She still came over for dinner every Sunday. Still showed up to every game, every recital, every court date that still popped up occasionally.
She was still family. Always would be.
Emma was amazing with Lily.
She never pushed. Never tried to be her “new mom.”
She was just Emma.
The person who braided her hair for competitions. Who helped her with her science projects at 10 p.m. the night before they were due. Who sat with her on the couch on the rare bad days, didn’t say a word, just held her until she was ready to talk.
Lily started calling her “Mom” about a year after Emma moved in.
It wasn’t planned.
She’d burned her toast at breakfast one morning, was frustrated, looked up and yelled “MOOOOM can you help me?” then froze, eyes wide, like she’d done something terrible.
Emma didn’t make a big deal out of it.
She just smiled, wiped her hands on her apron, and said “Coming, bug!” and walked over like it was the most normal thing in the world.
Later that night, Lily came to me crying, worried she’d disrespected Claire’s memory somehow.
I held her.
“Bug, your heart is big enough to love more than one person. Loving Emma doesn’t mean you forget the parts of Claire you loved. It just means you have more love to give. That’s a good thing. Emma would never, ever try to replace anyone. She just loves you. Exactly as you are.”
She slept in our bed that night, sandwiched between me and Emma, snoring softly.
Emma looked at me over her head, tears in her eyes, and mouthed thank you.
I mouthed it back.
I proposed six months later.
It wasn’t fancy.
We were all in the backyard, roasting marshmallows over the fire pit, all five kids sticky with s’mores, running around screaming.
I got down on one knee in the grass, pulled out the simple ring I’d bought with a small diamond from my mom’s old necklace, and looked up at her.
“Emma. You walked into our messy, broken, loud lives and you made us whole. You love my kids like they’re your own. You love me even when I burn the toast and work too late and forget to take the trash out. I don’t have any fancy words. I just know I want to spend the rest of my life waking up next to you, raising our crazy kids, burning toast together, being happy. Will you marry me?”
Before she could answer, all five kids started screaming so loud the neighbors probably heard us three blocks over.
“SAY YES! SAY YES! SAY YES!”
Emma was crying, laughing, nodding so hard her curls bounced.
“Yes. A thousand times yes.”
All five kids tackled us in a giant group hug, marshmallow goop and all, knocking us both over into the grass.
Marnie was standing on the porch clapping, crying, holding her phone up recording the whole thing.
It was perfect.
Messy. Loud. Imperfect. Ours.
We got married in the backyard the following spring.
Small ceremony. Just family and close friends.
Lily was my best woman.
Jax was the ring bearer.
The twins were flower girls.
Noah was the official “dinosaur holder” and carried a stuffed T-Rex down the aisle like it was the most important job in the world.
Marnie officiated.
We wrote our own vows.
When it was Emma’s turn, she looked right at Lily and Noah, then at me, and said:
“I didn’t just marry you today, Daniel. I married all five of you. The good days, the bad days, the burnt toast days, the s’mores days. All of it. I promise to love every single one of you with everything I have, for the rest of my life.”
When it was my turn, I said:
“I spent a long time thinking my family was broken beyond repair. That the best I could do was keep my kids safe and that was enough. Then you walked in. You showed me that broken things can be put back together, and that the glue makes them stronger than they ever were before. I love you. I love our kids. I love our life. And I will spend every day for the rest of my life making sure you never regret saying yes.”
We kissed.
The kids cheered.
Marnie cried.
The sun was shining.
For the first time in as long as I could remember, I felt completely, totally at peace.
The past was the past.
Justice had been served.
We were safe.
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We were loved.
And we had our whole lives ahead of us.
