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Chapter 10

A year to the day after I’d come home from Austin and found Lily sitting on that hallway floor, I stood in the backyard of our new house and watched my daughter play.

We’d bought a smaller house in a better neighborhood, one with a big backyard and an even bigger tree swing. No painful memories lived here. Just new ones.

Lily was eight now. Her hair was longer, her smile brighter. She’d just made the soccer team at her new school, and she was currently teaching Emma’s golden retriever to “play goalie” by blocking the ball with his belly.

The dog was terrible at it.

Lily didn’t care. She was laughing so hard she could barely stand up.

I sipped my coffee and smiled.

Behind me, the sliding glass door opened.

“Penny for them?”

I turned.

Sarah was standing there, holding two plates of chocolate chip cookies—her famous ones, the recipe she’d gotten from her grandmother, the one she’d refused to make for almost two years because it reminded her too much of her own mother.

She looked healthy. Happy. The hard, angry edge that had crept into her face over the years was gone, replaced by something softer, calmer.

Therapy had done that.

Hard, painful, relentless work had done that.

The court had lifted the supervised-only restriction three months earlier. Sarah came over for dinner every Sunday. She went to all of Lily’s soccer games. She sat in the stands and cheered louder than anyone, even when Lily spent most of the game picking dandelions in the outfield.

We weren’t married. We never would be again. Too much had happened. Too much had been broken.

But we were friends.

Good friends.

Partners in raising the most amazing little girl either of us would ever know.

“Just thinking,” I said, taking a cookie. “About how far we’ve come.”

Sarah leaned against the railing beside me, watching Lily play. Her eyes were soft, warm, full of love.

“Me too. Some days I still can’t believe she lets me be here. That she forgave me.”

“She’s a good kid.”

“She gets that from you.” Sarah smiled, a little sad. “I gave her my DNA. You gave her everything that matters. Her kindness. Her strength. Her ability to love even when it’s hard.”

I didn’t say anything. There was nothing to say. We both knew how lucky we were. How close we’d come to losing everything.

Lily looked up then and saw us watching. She dropped the soccer ball and sprinted toward the house, her pigtails flying behind her.

She didn’t flinch when she got to us. She didn’t hesitate.

She launched herself at me first, wrapping her arms around my waist, and I lifted her up and spun her around.

“Daddy! Did you see? Max blocked it! With his tummy! He’s the best goalie ever!”

“I saw, baby! He’s a natural!”

Then she turned to Sarah, and without a second of hesitation, she reached for her too.

Sarah held her, gently at first, then tighter when Lily snuggled in. For a second, I saw tears glistening in Sarah’s eyes. Happy tears this time. Healing tears.

“Mommy, can we have ice cream after dinner? Please? With sprinkles? And hot fudge? And a cherry on top?”

Sarah laughed, wiping her eyes with the back of her free hand.

“Wow, that’s a lot of toppings. You think your tummy has room for all that?”

Lily nodded so hard her whole body shook. “Yes! I’m growing! I need extra sprinkles to grow big and strong!”

“Okay then,” Sarah said, pretending to think it over. “Extra sprinkles it is. But only if you promise to save room for dinner first.”

“PROMISE!” Lily squirmed to get down, and Sarah set her gently on her feet. She was off like a shot, back to her dog and her soccer ball, her laughter floating back to us on the warm summer breeze.

Sarah and I stood there in silence for a while, watching her.

Justice had been served. Margaret was in prison, where she could never hurt another child. The cycle of abuse that had poisoned Sarah’s family for generations was finally, truly broken.

Lily was safe. She was loved. She was confident, bold, and unafraid to use her voice.

She knew she would always be believed.

She knew she would always be protected.

She knew that no matter what, she had two people in her corner who would move heaven and earth to make sure she never felt that kind of fear again.

Sarah reached over and squeezed my hand. Not romantically. Just… grateful.

“Thank you, Nathan,” she said quietly. “For saving her. For saving all of us, really. Even me.”

I squeezed back.

“We saved each other,” I said.

Lily called our names then, waving wildly from the middle of the yard. The sun was setting behind her, painting the sky in pinks and oranges and golds, turning her hair into a halo of light.

For a second, I saw it again.

The little girl on the hallway floor. Scared. Silent. Convinced no one would believe her.

Then she laughed, and the ghost was gone.

This was the only truth that mattered now.

My daughter.

Happy.

Whole.

Home.

I walked toward her, Sarah right beside me, and for the first time in as long as I could remember… I felt completely at peace.

The past was the past.

And our future?

It was bright.

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It was ours.

And nothing would ever take that away from us again.

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