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Chapter 9 - The Blue Notebook

The deputies separated Mara and Owen before asking questions. Dana Ruiz arrived in an ambulance because the storm had made every other vehicle unreliable. She carried a medical bag and spoke to Mara in the kitchen while rain hammered the roof.

“Are you injured?” Dana asked.

“My arm hurts.”

Dana examined the skin beneath Mara’s sleeve. A red band circled her upper arm. “Any dizziness?”

“No.”

“Did he give you medication today?”

“No.”

“Are you certain?”

Mara looked toward the hall, where Deputy Ortega was speaking with Owen. “I am certain I did not agree to take anything.”

Dana nodded and wrote it down exactly.

Wren stood near the back door, dripping rain onto the mat. She had a narrow face, dark hair streaked with gray, and the same watchful eyes Mara remembered from the street. She did not approach until Dana had finished examining the baby’s heartbeat.

“I’m sorry,” Wren said.

Mara held the sleeve over her arm. “You were watching my house.”

“I was watching Owen.”

“Why didn’t you come to the door?”

Wren glanced at the deputies. “Because the last time I went through a door he controlled, I stayed inside for three days.”

The storm pressed against the windows. Mara thought of the safe room, the chair, the camera, and the girl holding a sign that said she had not run.

“You’re supposed to be dead.”

“That was Owen’s story.”

“Celia said you withdrew your statement.”

“I did.”

“Why?”

Wren looked down at her hands. “Because Owen found my mother’s address. He told me that if I testified, he would make her lose her house. He had already made sure everyone believed I was unstable.”

“What happened when you were in that room?”

“I had seen him take money from people who needed help. He called it private consulting. He would offer loans, then change the terms. He kept their documents and threatened to report them for fraud if they complained.”

“And Celia?”

“Celia was investigating one of the families. Owen paid her to make my statement disappear.”

Mara looked at the ledger pages spread on the table. “Why did she help him?”

“She believed she was protecting her career. That is not the same as being innocent.”

Deputy Ortega approached. “Ms. Ellery, I need to ask you some questions.”

Dana stepped between them. “She can speak with an advocate present.”

“Of course,” Ortega said. “But we have probable cause to secure the property. There is a camera in the basement and a room that may contain evidence.”

Owen called from the hall, “You need a warrant.”

Ortega did not look at him. “We are not searching private records tonight. We are preserving a scene after a domestic disturbance and a report of unlawful confinement.”

Mara felt something inside her loosen. The words were official, but they did not erase the danger. They gave the danger a name other people could hear.

“The blue notebook,” Wren said.

Mara turned toward her.

“It was in the safe room when I was there,” Wren continued. “Owen kept it in a metal box. If it is still in the house, it will show who he controlled and when.”

“I saw a black notebook,” Mara said. “The one with the ledger entries.”

“The blue one was mine.”

“Where is it?”

“I don’t know.”

Ortega said, “We will look for it.”

Owen laughed from the hall. “You’re taking the word of a convicted liar?”

Wren flinched, but Mara saw the reaction pass across her face like a shadow she had learned to outrun.

“She was never convicted of anything,” Mara said.

Owen looked at her. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I know you said she was dead.”

“You are confused.”

Mara faced Deputy Ortega. “He told me Wren died in a car accident. He told me that when I asked about her. He also told my doctor I was anxious and took me to Harborline after my appointment. I lost time.”

Ortega began writing.

Owen’s voice sharpened. “You are pregnant and frightened. You have been manipulated by strangers.”

“I have photographs.”

“Photographs of what?”

“You tell me.”

The words surprised Mara with their steadiness.

The deputies searched the basement first. They photographed the keypad, the camera, the cables, and the locked steel cabinet. Owen gave them the combination after ten minutes, insisting the contents were business records.

Inside the cabinet were folders, hard drives, and a blue notebook.

Wren closed her eyes when Ortega carried it upstairs.

“That is mine,” she said.

The cover was scuffed and faded. A strip of white tape crossed the front, and beneath it someone had written WREN V. in black ink.

Mara watched Dana turn the pages under the deputies’ supervision. Each entry began with a date. Some described payments. Others recorded conversations in clipped sentences.

September 4: Elise refuses to sign. Owen says he will call her employer.

October 19: B. Rusk gave keys to the apartment. No police report filed.

January 12: Wren says she will tell Celia. Owen removes phone.

The final page contained three paragraphs written in a trembling hand.

I am not missing. I am being kept here. If anyone finds this, do not believe Owen when he says I chose to leave. He will say I am sick. He will say I am dangerous. He will make calm sound like truth.

Mara felt the words move through her like a current.

“There are more pages,” Wren said.

Ortega turned the notebook over. The back cover was thicker than the front. A technician inserted a knife beneath the binding and found a hidden compartment.

Inside was a small key and a photograph of a house on a narrow street.

“That is my mother’s house,” Wren said.

The key bore a brass tag stamped 214.

Mara looked at Lila’s message in her memory: Unit 214 is the priority.

Owen had moved the black case there after sedating Mara. The blue notebook held the key.

“He wanted me to find it,” Wren said quietly.

“Why?” Mara asked.

“Because he knew I would come back for the truth.”

“Then why leave the key?”

Wren’s eyes met Mara’s. “Because he thought the truth belonged to him.”

At 11:30, deputies took Owen outside in handcuffs. He was not arrested; Ortega explained that the restraint was for transport while an emergency protective order was requested. Owen kept his eyes on Mara as he crossed the porch.

“You will regret this,” he said.

Mara held Dana’s arm.

Wren stepped into the doorway. “She already regrets meeting you.”

Owen’s gaze shifted to her, and for the first time fear showed plainly on his face.

When the cruiser disappeared, the house went quiet except for the storm.

Dana gave Mara a clean phone and a paper with Priya Nanduri’s number.

“Call her now,” Dana said.

Mara dialed.

Priya answered on the second ring. “Mara Ellery?”

“Yes.”

“I have been waiting for your call. There is a lot to do before morning.”

May you like

Mara looked at the blue notebook on the table, at Wren’s hand resting beside it, and at the nursery monitor with its dead green light.

“Then let’s begin,” she said.

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